The family business

• finish a project that was due a week and a half ago and graduate high school this month
• or spend the day reading J2.

and in less than 12 seconds, i lost about 24 fics that i had open in other tags that i was planning to read over the long weekend

there is no gif to show how pissed i am

I’ve gone to Prom all 4 years and today is my last one and I’m just sort of feeling sad…what better way to make yourself feel more like crap than reading some j2?

because then my dash would be filled with shirtless/beach!jared and then videos of him singing, which probably sounds beautiful

and then i would die. i would actually go into cardiac arrest and would have to ask to cast of SPN to do the eulogy. 

im weird yeah okay

i wonder if i can just call the school like i do when im sick

“hey this is jostyn, um i won’t be coming to school today because i’d rather read fan fiction about two really hot actors that are amazing people and i probably do this at school but i need privacy to sob and masturbate and maybe even both at the same time so…see you on monday”

i’ll tell you guys if it works or not

i’ll just be sitting in class and then i start to think about sam & dean

and how they’ve been through so much but they still love each other and haven’t given up for good and 

and then i start to tear up but stop myself because if other people saw me they’d think im depressed or something

which i am whenever i think about supernatural because feelings

i have no regrets whatsoever